If there is one thing I can be proud of while spending so much money on this game, its how much progress I have made. Sure I have a lot of level 70 classes and I can remember a lot of the mechanics in many dungeons.
But now that I cleared Tsukuyomi last weekend after practicing with my English friends. I realised that I picked up the attacks rather quickly without having to be told what to do most of the time. I used to get shouted at a lot in Japanese, which I didn’t understand at all. It totally put me off going with my old FC and I left because I felt I was just someone extra they had to take. But since I left I have done a lot on my own. I went to Byakko and Rabanastre a lot on my own.
I have even grown more confident playing a tank that I have been to raids as a tank and most of the time I have been the Main Tank. I would love to practice going to trials as a tank at some point to learn how to properly tank with another tank.
I would love to be able to go in one of the jobs to place to help with creating a party. I will get there eventually.